1. Whatever is wrong with my body, it needs to stop. Really. This is no longer a mild annoyance, it’s progressing to something that’s really scaring me. I don’t need this stress right now.
2. I am very lucky to have Cam. I have no worries about our ability to handle anything the future throws at us. I just want to get home, where he and I can both deal with things instead of me trying to keep my life together three hours away from him.
3. I do not give a flying fuck about a lot of people’s opinions anymore. Nor about those people themselves. I don’t have the energy to deal with drama and bullshit so I’m not. If you don’t like me how I am, then you have the right and perhaps even the responsibility to go the fuck on.
4. If people feel the need to judge me by their idea of success as opposed to what makes me happy, well, they don’t need to be in my life, do they? Yeah, I’m leaving Salem. It’s nice that you’re apparently happy here, but making comments about how ‘blind’ I am when you don’t know shit about my life lately just pisses me off. You have no clue why I’m leaving or even what I plan to do when I’m out of here. /rant